Sunday, September 25, 2011

Drug

Its like a drug addiction. Thinking about her is so tempting. Calling and talking . yet I know the more I get closer, the more I interact or think, the more I'll be hurt.
Its like a fire i am carrying in me all the time. A burning hell. I try to keep my head away from it all the time, but it takes effort, and its a burden. Giving in to the temptation is so easy, giving in to the torture is so tempting.

I know I am selfdestrucing. and I cant help it.

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